Wednesday, December 29, 2004

2dae was such a miserable, terrible, horrible, vegetable day man!!?

I slept at 4AM and woke up at 8.30AM....wow...jus gv it a go la hor.....gosh did i ever stop to tink of the terrible repercussions it wld hv on me....

went to arkars hse to "play play" la...on e way got sum silly dogs dat barked so so loud....absurd man...scary lor....ok den went into arkars hse...wow...wad a beautiful apartment lor...and he has a PS2.....u gotta be kiddin me man...anw i nvr play PS2 alot still can so pro at those silly games...heex...me n KANG always play together very lame le...lol...hes a fun guy to play with la...sad dat nxt yr we not same class le...as for dat i ll discuss e issue latr...

Den went back had a nightmare with the fucking 166 bus....got 1 mad man in e bus out of nowhere screamed so loud n shocked e bus driver till he swerved e bus...really cld hv jus...jus DIED....

yea den my mind was really way adrift den...i missed my stop lor...screw the bus man....sian lor...

ok enough bout e crap la.....class posting out le....hiaz...dere were 2 pple hu cld motivate me...now i got neither....dats a sign...i hv to get back to my old self le....really....hiaz...still remb jie composed a very motivational poem for me....ok dunno if she copy paste or really composed de...bud i lost it le la...sad hor....walking on a lonely trail...having to stand up and be counted....or be ascented beyond any recognition...yea those were great words to read over n over n feel ure up so high....so strong....back to my old self...where i always had....had dis spark in my eye...dat made every tcher noe i was one of her best students....dat wld make every student respect me...dat wld...jus get the job done....do well in exams witout any self-doubt at all...no-nonsense no nd of motivation no nd to ask questions to myself if i can do it?...wad if i fail?...cos i nvr fail....and when i eventually did have a dip in my results...jie was dere to slap me to hard....to make me cry all night...dat was all i nded to be gd again...now...wad hv i become le......hv to jus believe....in my ability....dat i can do it...and i...will...do it...and anyone reading dis wld hv feared me....cos i...will do it....

*i tink*...

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11:50 PM

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